Cat

Cat.

Eventhough I smack you, I shout at you, I step on you (accidentally), I pinch you.

You’re still there for me. You still come up to me and purr.

Even when I’m down, I’m sad, I’m crying, even. You just come up to me, reach your paws to me, as if nothing happened between me and you.

I’m so sorry cat. I’m really sorry.

Thank you for coming into my room and being there for/with me, cat.

Eventhough you can’t talk, you don’t understand me, but just looking at you makes me go emotional. Despite everything I’ve done to you in the past, you still come up to me and (I think la) still love me.

You don’t judge me. You don’t think bad about me. I never get paranoid when I’m around you. In fact, I feel calm when I see you around.

You just sit there, and you are always there.

Why can’t I be like this when I’m around people? And why can’t some people be like you?

Yes, I’m literally talking about a cat.

Not some random girl that I gave the nickname cat.

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Flight of the Conchords – I’m Not Crying

 

So, you’re leaving, aren’t you’
I knew it when you said just then when you told me you were leaving
That’s when I definitely knew
But if you’re trying to break my heart
Your plan is flawed from the start
You can’t break my heart, it’s liquid
It melted when I met you
And as you turn around to leave
Don’t’ turn back to me
Don’t turn around and see if I’m crying
I’m not crying

I’m not crying
It’s just been raining
on my face
And if you think you see some tear tracks down my cheeks
Please. Pleasee, don’t tell my mates
I’m not crying
No, I’m not crying
And if I am crying
It’s not because of you
It’s because I’m thinking about a friend of mine who you don’t know who is dying
That’s right, dying
These aren’t tears of sadness because you’re leaving me
I’ve just been cutting onions
I’m making a lasagna
For one
Oh, I’m not crying
No
There’s just a little bit of dust in my eye
That’s from the path that you made when you said your goodbye
I’m not weeping because you won’t be here to hold my hand
For your information there’s an inflammation in my tear gland
I’m not upset because you left me this way
My eyes are just a little sweaty today
They’ve been looking around
They’re like searching for you
They’ve been looking for you
Even though I told them not to
These aren’t tears of sadness
They’re tears of joy
I’m just laughing
Ha ha ha-ha ha

I’m sitting at this table called love
Staring down at the irony of life
How come we’ve reached this fork in the road
And yet it cuts like a knife’

I’m not crying
I’m not crying
I’m not cry-y-y-y-
-y-y-y-y-ing

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I got this captcha today.

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My exact reaction. Honest.

Another one.

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Love

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Blink 182 – Adam’s Song

 

I never thought I’d die alone
I laughed the loudest who’d have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn’t think enough
I’m too depressed, to go on
You’ll be sorry when I’m gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn’t wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we’d survived
I couldn’t wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I’d die alone
Another six months I’ll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You’ll never set foot in my room again
You’ll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn’t wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we’d survived
I couldn’t wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can’t wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I’d survived
I can’t wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

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