The Kambing Farm

Don’t be surprised if I died early. Gahah.

I might die a silent death.

It’s what I deserve after being addicted to Coke Light for 6 years straight. An average 30 cans per month.

Only God decides what will happen.

Now some of you might be thinking, why so emo? Why the hell are you typing all of this out?

There’s a reason:

It’s a fact and a possibility, that my life might end early. I don’t know. But only God will decide what happens to me.

I don’t want it to happen, but ya la kan, that’s what I get for ignoring everyone’s order.

I expect no sympathies from anyone. I deserve all of this. I have done this myself.

And at the same time, I’m typing this with pains in my chest.

Because side effects are kicking in.

Once again.

Sometimes I feel
Like I don’t have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angels
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I drive on her streets
‘Cause she’s my companion
I walk through her hills
‘Cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie

I don’t ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

It’s hard to believe
That there’s nobody out there
It’s hard to believe
That I’m all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I don’t ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all that way

Under the bridge downtown
Is where I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Forgot about my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away

Damn lah. The week barely even started and a lot of shits are raining down upon me.

Wait, shits?

AAA! GET THE UMBRELLA! *splat*

Ew.

But in a way, it’s raining almost everyday in Miri. But of course, not raining shit la.

Anyway.

My mom and my sister just took off to Singapore yesterday, leaving me alone at home.

;_;

My sister took over Little Miss Alpha. NOOOO. I hope she handles it with care dammit. She better. Oh man I’m so worried. LITTLE MISS ALPHA HOW ARE YOU!? ANSWER ME?! AAA! OMGOMG.

*ahem*

So I am left cameraless to camwhore take photos of interesting stuffs for this week. I’m stuck with my k800i, but hey it works just fine. (BUTBUTBUTBUT ;_;)

My mom left me with tasks to complete, which I think I forgot most of them. Oh what a bad son I am. I only remember feeding the car and repairing the fishes. Or was it the other way round? I can’t tell.

Sent them to the airport at 4pm and went back and PARTY!

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:(

I can’t. I have no party mood.

Because my Rock Band Bass Pedal just patah-ed. WATAFAK! I was happily playing Rush’s Tom Sawyer on Expert when suddenly…

A modern day warrior mean mean stride, today’s Tom Sawyer mean mean pr-

*ptak*

OH FU-

And this happened right before I was about to order Rock Band 2. :(

Since this happened, I had to order a Pedal replacement. Damn melayang duit.

Anyhoo.

Not only this has happened, but lots more, from Kit Kats to going out, and lots more that are coming together, probably a sign. But I don’t want to think of it that way.

It’s just a messed up and interesting week, and best of all, the week’s just getting started!

Aah..

:|

e’mm fyed vun oui, ehy. e ys caneuic.