In KLIA, waiting for plane to head back to Miri.

I feel miserable. I don’t feel like staying where I am anymore.

Running away and getting isolated is what I want.

Oh why must it be me. :(

Don’t be surprised if I died early. Gahah.

I might die a silent death.

It’s what I deserve after being addicted to Coke Light for 6 years straight. An average 30 cans per month.

Only God decides what will happen.

Now some of you might be thinking, why so emo? Why the hell are you typing all of this out?

There’s a reason:

It’s a fact and a possibility, that my life might end early. I don’t know. But only God will decide what happens to me.

I don’t want it to happen, but ya la kan, that’s what I get for ignoring everyone’s order.

I expect no sympathies from anyone. I deserve all of this. I have done this myself.

And at the same time, I’m typing this with pains in my chest.

Because side effects are kicking in.

Once again.

1. What I got in the mail.

2. The Slaughtering of Lembus

3. Frustration of life.

Be sure to look out for them soon!

Sometimes I feel
Like I don’t have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angels
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I drive on her streets
‘Cause she’s my companion
I walk through her hills
‘Cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie

I don’t ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

It’s hard to believe
That there’s nobody out there
It’s hard to believe
That I’m all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I don’t ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all that way

Under the bridge downtown
Is where I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Forgot about my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away