Memories of the Past

This was supposed to be a post from 2006 but it was a draft and never made it. Poor draft :(

While cleaning up my room, I found a few photos from my childhood, mostly when I was in Primary school. I never knew how much I really changed (and really changed I did).

Back then I looked SO DAMN SKINNY, and also lifeless, ha ha ha! Skins and bones. And just for your info, the class teacher was my mother (heh, teacher’s pet). So it’s fun and all, she’s a kind and loving teacher, heck, even this year, her students really love her.

Also in primary 1, I had my first ever crush. *wub*. Not telling you who, :p

And the amazing change begins.

I think I put on a bit weight when I was in Primary 2. Back in Primary 1, there wasn’t a lot of junk foods to be consumed. Beside, I rarely ate a lot when I was 7.

Mmk, let’s skip to Primary 4 because I didn’t scan my Primary 3 photos.

HOLY. Look how fat I’ve become. Primary 4 is when I started to eat hell tons of food, because during that time (year 2000 if I’m not mistaken) McD, KFC, Pizza Hut, Marrybrown, and other fast food restaurants, has made me so damn fat. AGH. The terror. Just 2 years later who knew I actually became fat. Haih.

Well, 8 years later and now weighing 81kg, I think I can reduce my weight, at least get my weight to 75kg or something.

Eh, this is supposed to be about memories, not about my weight.

Primary 4 to 6 turned out to be bitter memories and I prefer not to talk about it. Very very bitter. I moved to Melaka mid 2000 and came back to Sarawak 2003.

When I returned to Sarawak, I felt happy because I finally returned to the place where I grew up.

I still remember when it was my first day of school, it was the Bahasa Melayu period, the teacher asked me to join a group. The students in the group introduced themselves and I was talking a bit of Sarawak. Oh, the expression on their faces lol. Straight away one of them asks, "Can you speak Sarawak? Wah."

Form 1 was a happy and cheerful time. Socializing around and talking around, fooling around and stuffs. The first day of my school, holy crap I really looked like a nerd. Shirts tucked in, hair combed belah tengah. Back then, I have no shit idea what’s fashion. Thank god someone from the same class made me realize how retarded I looked and told me what to do. Heheh. If it wasn’t for him, I’d still be a nerd with my shirts tucked in. *hurr*

Form 2. I got switched class from the brilliant class to the not-so-brilliant class because of my poor results. At that point, I seriously felt emo. Because, I dah la kena switched class, I felt abandoned, I felt alone. Haih. Many times I actually felt like suiciding during class. Honestly, I seriously felt so emo, I didn’t bother to think properly anymore.

Form 3 is where the fun begins. I got exposed to gangsterism but I didn’t really do much. Heh. I was in the class where it was full of gangsters and stuffs. But I managed to steer clear of the bad influences and made myself a good student (and also a wee bit bad). I eventually managed to score on my PMR. Well, not really score, it’s just that I only got A on English subjects, which are English, Mathematics, and Science. Somehow, I was moved to the science side. :/

Form 4 and 5 is also where I had a lot of fun, because the teachers were awesome, becoming a prefect made me slack quite a lot, and being in the English club is fun. This is also where my ego started to get the best of me. Too many mistakes, slip ups, etc. Tak pasal pasal, I got branded sombong.

People actually say that my face looks so damn fierce and pissed off. If it’s true, then I think it’s because of my eye brows. Well, I dunno really. Shaving my head off really makes it much more worse, makes me much more pissed off. Hah.

As for female crushes, during my secondary school years, I’ve had a lot of crushes, from Form 1 up to Form 5, but we ended up being best friends. Hah.

Enjoy school to the max. I know I missed my school years. :D

Just incase anyone from the picture feels uncomfortable, do tell, I’ll remove the picture.